Its offical!

Well I have some good news. Something that I have been waiting for quite some time now. We have been apartment hunting all month long and we actually found one that I love. We can actually start moving next week. But none of this could of happen without a lot of help from my Mom and Summer of course. I really wish I could thank them more. Nobody really knows how long I have wanted to move. And what betters of a time than during the holidays. I am super excited for all these changes.

What a Wonderful Month of Thanks

Well let me start of by saying what a wonderful month. Well that's what I was thinking at the end of last month. Let me start talking about our eventful month so far. Well our medical bill have tripled this month with 3 different times going to the emergency room. It started off with me I have been complaining of my back hurting more and more everyday. Than one day I woke up in screaming pain thinking it was my kidneys going bad again I waited as long as I could thinking it would eventually go away on it own. But it did, so I went to go get it checked out. They took some tests and gave me some awesome pain killers. And basically they came back saying I totally threw out my back. So they gave me some pain killers to take at home and sent me on my way. Well I got me some new shoes and have been eating better but nothing really is working. It got better there for 4-5 says but has made its way back.
Our second trip was with Adriann, we all got done with dinner and I was cleaning up and just barely sat down to give my back a rest. And she decided to go digging through the garbage can and found a can that I had openned for dinner. She sliced open her finger, with all the blood around I wasn't feeling very well but kept myself together for her cause she was in pain. We rushed over to the hospital. I was by myself for a while cause Jed took the boys over to Grandma & Grandpa's house. We got the bleeding under control with lots if pressure and holding her hand above her head. She ended up getting 4 stiches and was sent home. The first couple days after she knew it was there and after that she kinda forgot about it.
Our third time was with Jared he was suppose to be taking a nap but decided to jump on the bed. It probably wouldn't have happened if he was in his regular spot but Brittany was sick so I didn't want him to get so I moved him into my other sisters bed (Aubre). He was jumping and some how lost his footing and slammed his head on the footing of the bed. As soon as Aubre picked him up be didn't want to move he didn't want to hold up his head. So I got a little worried and called the doctor. He told me to watch him and bring him at 3 and so I did. He didn't want to do anything for the first 2 hours and wasn't acting himself. So once I got him to Dr. Wise he checked him out and said we need to get him to Primary Children's Hospital ASAP. I told the doctor I didn't have enough money to go up by ambulance. So I just drove up super fast picking Jed up on the way. We got there around 5 got some news back saying that they don't think it internal bleeding just a major concussion. And they watched him for an hour. Gave him some medicine and snacks. And was acting a little better already. So we left about 7:30. Went to get Daniel and Adriann in which Annie ( Jed's sister) was watching. And I was told to just watch his breathing and make sure he knew who I was. But not to actually wake him just make I see movement when I touch him. As of today he doing pretty good he sometimes claims his head hurt so I just give him some medicine. And he is better within an hour. But our wallets aren't doing very well with all these medical bills adding up. I just wish medical insurance was a lot better. But I am just glad that my kids Re still with me. And I would pay anything to make sure that they are okay. I hope that nothing happens for the next month an half or its going to be really rough Christmas.

Bad day All Around.

Well I am trying to get into a habit of typing here to release some stress. So today has been a pretty good day but yesterday on the other hand, man I thought I wasn't going to make it out alive. It start off with me getting up out of bed super late. And you probably guess I was in a mad rush to get of the house. Well we all know how hard it is to get 3 kids ready on a normal day but today I was super late. I tried to keep my cool with them cause I know it wasn't their fault. But I managed to get out. Than my drive to work which is a half an hour. Which was okay than I got to work and it was a mad house everyone just was bad moods, including me. So with work being all busy I finally get home around 6 ish after being in traffic for an hour. I walk in to a dirty house. Which I just wish the kids were born with how to clean up after themselves. But that's not the case so I cleaned and cleaned and cooked dinner. Jed gets home later than usual so I just basically said whatever to the rest of the day. And gave the kids a bath than to bed they went along with myself. So compared to yesterday its a good day today.

First Time in Forever!

Well since it's been about 2 years since my last one I thought maybe I should update it for me to read later. Well as we all know it was 9/11 this past weekend quite emotional for me. So we as the family went to the Healing Field down in Sandy. And while we were there we saw 3,000 or maybe more flags that stood for each person that died that day. And we went around and read quite a few of the names that were on the flags and their stoies of why they were there that day. Some of them were: the man about 35ish wasn't even suppose to be there that day he was suppose to be having surgery that afternoon. But he felt bad taking the day off leaving his employees to all the work. Needless to say he never made it to his surgery that was scheduled at 1. Another one was this 30ish man and his wife tried day in and say out to have kids for many years. And finally were able to successfully have twins. But never got to seethem they were born 28 days later 9/11. Well I think this day will never be forgotten. And I want my kids to try to understand everything when they get older. Well moving on my kids are getting so big my boys 2 years right now and Adriann that just turned one. With 3 of them this young my days become very challenging. Especially when were al sick cause we usually end up going to the hospital. More so the boys. Our last trip to the hospital was in July. All three made it in, we were all in one room. Which was nice, and we were there 2 1/2 days.. not cool. But I will do anything for my kids. Along with all our hospital bills. Due to lame insurance that doesn't pay anything but 1,000 per person per year. We are doing okay. Trying to get money together to move down to the Pleasant Grove, Lehi area. Its a very slow process but were working very hard to make our dreams come true to get out of this horrible apartment. I try to keep my hopes high and not get discouraged. Things will work out one way or another. I just it will be sooner than later..